Qualms & Serenity;

For anything you have had absolutely no say in whatsoever, then it's Allah's test for you -Mufti Menk       I've never felt the luxury of having an elder sibling. Well, I know some of my friends complain about them, being teased for trivial things, kicked in the gut for some reason i don't think i want to remember? But despite hearing all the complaints, I can't help but realize the tinges of deep regard they have for their sister/brother between the lines of their frustration. They might talk to me as if they hated them their entire life but whenever their sister/brother encounters a good turn of events or need help in masses, my friends would not hesitate to spread the joy/awareness. And these good things are usually when they're getting married, needed customers for their new business, convocations, or maybe just a simple "hari ni kakak aku cakap dia rindu akuu!" Haha. and they have no idea how that made me feel happy inside and why I woul...

alhamdulillah, 'ala kulli hal Hi! Feels good to be back :D To Muslims out there, Ramadhan Kareem! May This Ramadhan be a stepping-stone-kinda month for us to maximize our crop yield in spiritual terms, if you know what I mean. Aamiin. So, I've learnt that I really should start my journal-ing habit again, the one where I'd bring a handy notebook everywhere i go- because there's just sO much to pour out of this noggin sometimes. Thats one. Second, because i hate it when the feel of a moment dies out like, 10 minutes after it happened and all I'm left with is a neutral, non-enthuasistic Houris in front of  a blank page. Well, at least not as amused as before, but you get what i mean. Jangan bertangguh! Ya Allah, when will I ever get tired of telling myself that, no one knows. Ok, quick update. Alhamdulillah, I'm doing somewhat well now. I do cat chores twice a day and try to catch up with each one of their eccentrics , wake up at 5 to help ready ...