Still Adapting

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malam last paper for test 1 :')
"Man is not weary of supplication for good [things], but if evil touches him, he is hopeless and despairing." (Surah Fussilat 41:49)
     Its already my ninth week into college life and girl, am I still miles away from obtaining the true meaning of being independent. Week 9, the week where everyone in our batch gets all giddy to know their results, some just for the sake of hitting themselves with the pain of being unprepared for the just finished test 1, somehow excited to start over a new chapter of life after quickly forgiving themselves and forget abt their past mishaps which led to the very pointers set before their eyes currently.

Of course, I'm no exception.
Haih, than you test 1 for slapping me good *continues sobbing*

But if there's a lesson or two which I had reaped from these past few days were, summed up; everything that has, is or will happen, its not just about me. 2) The world does not revolve around me . 3) Everyone is their own main character from their point of view, i mean- we all somehow think we're the chosen one by God during our peak moments and some other time, feel like the whole universe is against us . So, be thoughtful of how others feel, too! And at the same time, quit comparing our rizq with what Allah has granted them!

Um, where did all that came from?

Well, ever since i got here, all I've ever been cautious about is how high should I keep my guard up, how choosing my closest comrades would be the major factor to how I'd succeed later and also how I try so hard to live up to other's expectations without even realizing the big detrimental toll it counters back onto wee lil houra.

When in fact, there has always been that fine line between open-mindness and being liberal, between being friendly and flirty, cautious and plain judgemental,, for sincerity in doing just about anything (plus syariah compliant) tramples on the nagging negativity that clouds your path en route to achieving greater heights :)

Hello, are u listening dear self?
its high time you get out of that comfort zone, pronto
Oh, and meet my kuliah-mates!

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