In Complete Disarray

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I'm pretty sure my life was not as chaotic as it is right now
My locker used to be neater,
I used to be a morning person,
I used to find it hard to sleep in class,
I used to smile a lot,
I used to have time to do the laundry,
Homework has never made it into mountains,
And I never had to care about having problems with seniors
(over silly stuffs pulak tu)
I mean like,
  why should I even cover my hair in front of you people !?
(I'm in a girls school btw)
^ The fact that I'm already a  F4 and that problem has been (and still) bugging me since F1
ugh.

But what disgusts me the most is that;
My heart has never been this hard before.
Ha.
There you have it
Thats probably the source of it all

Tepuk dada tanya iman, ya
You know what your faults are
So I hope you know what to do to;

heal your sick 心.








* 心 (Japanese; Kokoro) means "heart; mind; mentality; emotions; feelings"

Comments

AnaaaMohamad said…
OMAIGAWD YES, WE'RE FACING THE SAME PROB
IS IT, TIME MANAGEMENT AND THE NEW LIFE AS A SENIOR?
February 11, 2016 at 2:39 PM
horahoraa said…
BLEHHH
true true!!
But I bet you can manage your life better than mee >_<
La ni baru nak siapkan addmaths tauu huhu
February 13, 2016 at 12:21 PM
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