Qualms & Serenity;

I'm pretty sure my life was not as chaotic as it is right now My locker used to be neater, I used to be a morning person, I used to find it hard to sleep in class, I used to smile a lot, I used to have time to do the laundry, Homework has never made it into mountains, And I never had to care about having problems with seniors (over silly stuffs pulak tu) I mean like,   why should I even cover my hair in front of you people !? (I'm in a girls school btw) ^ The fact that I'm already a  F4 and that problem has been (and still) bugging me since F1 ugh. But what disgusts me the most is that; My heart has never been this hard before. Ha. There you have it Thats probably the source of it all Tepuk dada tanya iman, ya You know what your faults are So I hope you know what to do to ; heal your sick  心. *  心  (Japanese; Kokoro) means "heart; mind; mentality; emotions; feelings"

Just so you know, I'm very fond of cats. I've got 27 of them at home actually. And each and every one of them has their own 'kerenah' This certain cat  (given name - Itik) at school however  is by far the quirkiest cat I've ever come across.    ☼.☼ "Itik! Sini Itik sini!" I could see her at Bay 2's towel rack doing something I'm not sure of. We've been close since last year - Itik and I (ceh) Its refreshing to see that old mangy cat still alive haha And so I called for her again. Several form ones looked here and there  (yep, them as budak dorm and me, a senior dorm, ha!) Some were only staring hard at me as though I'm hallucinating but nO!  To prove to them that I'm completely sane, I hastily made my way to Itik and  embraced her into a warm hug :) But then I realized something under the towel rack  (!!!) A dead sparrow with its intestines sprawled out! Ookay. A gift. Right. ...